This night I had a dream about how I gave my inner man space to take his freedom.
His freedom to express himself in all its totality. In that dream I asked a sister to be present and to hold space for me.
That is quite exciting for him. Yet something has shifted in the meantime that makes it possible for him to feel the inner security within himself and to not longer be dependent on her thoughts or approval.
I stood before her and let my inner man live out his animal self. Everything he has ever suppressed, he now gave space in a conscious way and with the permission of my sister.
He seduced her with his gaze, with the movements of his body and conquered her like a wild beast who triumphantly takes his prey to him.
He gave himself freedom to take what and how he wants it. He loved it to claim that space and to be seen and to be felt in it!
After he felt completely indulged in all his animal desires and needs, he asked her to hold his lingam.
Wow that was a special feeling to have a sister hold my energetic lingam.
I felt how he slowly was opening and melting in the touch. How his heart opened and how he felt the desire to choose for trust again. Trust in the Divine Feminine.
Then I asked my sister if I could penetrate her with my energetic lingam. How special this was to experience all of this consciously, to take responsibility and to ask for consent each time before setting anything in motion.
The beauty was that he was not so much fixated on her yoni and rather wanted to penetrate her entire Being with all his presence and consciousness.
That was also quite exciting for my sister to experience this.
What a gift and what a healing took place. What a dream!
And then I notice that it is international men’s day today.
How wonderful to wake up this way.
I love this work.
To give both energies, feminine and masculine, more and more their own place in myself and to create inner balance.
This is the way for me to remember the wholeness within myself.
This is what I love to share in my tantric bodywork sessions.
Thank you to all the men in my life!
I honor and respect you for who you are.
Evelien De Wit
Touch of Medicine