Yesterday I was in a women’s sweatlodge and I received a yoni cleansing.
I hung over a pot of hot coals, several herbs and minerals were burned and the smoke rose to my yoni and womb.
I felt the warmth at the door of my holy temple and it was my intention to open, to let go and to heal.
My yoni is happy that I reconnect with her and listen to her.
After a long period of celibacy she likes to open up again to allow and to experience pleasure. As well she loves that I respect her boundary of no penetration. At this moment she only wishes to receive someone who will bring his heart and love in her that resonates with her truth.
A lot of yoni massage sessions were needed to get to this point of freedom experience.
In the beginning I experienced a lot of shame to allow pleasure in these sessions.
To give myself permission to enjoy the orgasmic feeling in my yoni and body.
Many tears were cried. Tears of insecurity, tears of unsafety, tears of abuse, tears of disrespect, tears of unanswered love.
In every session a lot of tension is being released, I can cry and be angry and more and more there is also room to laugh, enjoy and move wild along with the ecstatic waves of orgasm.
With each session I land more in my pelvis, in my lifeforce and power center.
I call back lost parts of myself, I connect again with what gives me life and I can empower myself in my self-esteem and self-love.
These sessions initiate deep transformative processes and I am happy and grateful to feel my inner safety and to honor and speak up my yes and no. And so to be able to open, to receive, to experience and to trust Life in every moment.
Grateful to further discover what more my mysterious yoniverse has to reveal 😊🌹
Grateful I can share this Holy work with other women🙏
Evelien De Wit
Touch of Medicine